My Body is a Perfectly Designed Conduit of Energy
Learning to allow the flow of energy.
A few years ago, I was told that my underlying issue is that I am wrestling with my own strength. If I could resolve my internal wrestling match and direct my energy outwards, I'd be an unstoppable force.
I suspect that is the issue for most of us.
For me, the reality is that I have a particularly strong life force. So, when I become energetically constipated, it's drama galore: horrible physical, mental, and emotional symptoms, often with no apparent cause.
In recent years I began thinking that perhaps my body simply isn't strong enough to handle the amount of life force energy I have- that my body itself is somehow inherently weak.
I see now my body is perfectly capable and DESIGNED to be a conduit for insane amounts of energy. My body is my sacred and strong vehicle through which my consciousness experiences Itself in this life. My body is my friend and ally, always attempting to heal and allow my life force to flow.
My body isn't the problem.
The real problem is the various traumas and false beliefs that create blocks in my system, causing my life force energy to get backed up with insane painful pressure. And if my life force can't flow through the proper channels, it will burst out of the weakened spots and drain out of me.
This is not my body's fault at all. It WANTS to heal and be the proper channel it was designed to be. It is literally SCREAMING to be healed!
My body's symptoms show me exactly where the blocks, stagnation, toxins, and leaks are located. If I can bravely and compassionately go into those wounds with love and listening, my body will steer me towards the healing wisdom and tools I require. The body is highly intelligent and knows exactly what it needs.
I have been learning to surrender to my body's wisdom, practicing the art of listening, of feeling, of witnessing. And in that receptive state, I attract exactly what I need in order to take the next step. It is truly a walk of faith, and at times it is terrifying and feels risky. But the truth is that my body has never once let me down.
My life force is not trying to strangle me.
My body is not trying to kill me.
Everything within me simply wants to LIVE.
I was designed for this.